Showing posts with label bad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad. Show all posts

12.12.2008

editing

cuts out
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constant

should have listed you dr. dr.
i have no grasp on myness
and constantly pretendright one day
always feeLight.

, yt.
sohinal full happens e
besides the nothing pen

suddenly t
the air is thickill

f.i ly haveyays?

i will not post this
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type the letters.pretend.tv.
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10.27.2008

what happened w/le flash

paid eggtooth $20 to help me install
[now i'm down to $2]
rainy cold miserable

learned that i am a fair weather artist

disasters:
laptop not loud enough

decided to look at the audience, because people like to be looked at

when a troup of over the top halloween costumed people approached, i decided that i would have more fun if i had some smoke

it began to rain again
everything got wet, down to my toes

standing still was too much
climbing was too much

holding ping pong interfered with my performance
ping pong's songs didn't go with my my text

eggtooth had been introducing people to ping pong, and he got cold and sat in the truck.

i couldn't believe how dedicated people were

i would have bailed on this performance, except i had received $20 for supplies
and this denoted an obligation

my installation was lame messy drawing

i only had one art moment, when i was walking back to my site so i could uninstall,
i realized that i was dragging a pencil tail, like in my text.

8.19.2008

shut

down today
completely overwhelmed with my commitments.
self destructive thinking and behavior.

am doing what i can.
my apologies to the world.

6.15.2008

really

free words
for sale.


hobbies include shopping
[mysteriously]
with eyelashes
\batt/


i've found that eliminating letters is more important
than the final product.

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philosophy jarred.
body damaged.
boundaries eliminated.
volunteers compensated.
power chargers.
discovery.


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secrets revealed
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break out the sharp objects!
she's back in town.




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barely
and
fairly
popular
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4.06.2008

yes

chinese frankenstein happened insuchfun.

my situation is horrible now.
//no money//
//+void//

negative+negative+negative
//bank account//
w/strange charges
happening?
gas2negativeE
madeit.

endoftherope_ frayed

were i2leave,howfar?

3.25.2008

closed

call.
researched the drawn memory
instructions.

again.
perhaps i should now start a tally.
extendshands
up
wrapidarms
pleh_se

down to 3

means 3 more weeks to go
coursing
double
triple
through

ways

messed up

at once: joined the living
trials for acts coerced by the feverish landed stock.
market?

IIII yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh

process exertion excursion exerting
excretion,
!methodical.
twinkling [is too beautiful a word], for it is more of a scream/moan
--electricity does not a hypotenuse make.

12.18.2007

bare

hibernation
continuing to point out the american problems
on tv, it is acceptable for the police to blackmail
this is on all those shows.

anger hovers above my back shoulders
zapping left line
to the claw on my side head.


releasing my subconcious
drawing on credit cards.
i would distribute them where payment is needed.
oh, a problem--how is this different than capitalism?
every drawing is a step towards the solution.

you can wear a bathing cap and control google earth with your mind now
this is not good. think of your thoughts/bad
how easy it could be to act on them recklessly in this future world.
today, you can work on dividing yourself into different people:

please, scientists?
think on this division
think on building safetys, like violent thought filters.
include this in the schematic now, before it is too late.


it is because of this horrid future that i see,
that i must address the void/power problem in a way other than capitalism.

little girls dying in iraq. i cry for them.
see the pretty lights on tree, those girls are dying for my excessive power drainage. is this fair?

10.03.2007

menstrual bitch thinks off chemical smells and lobotomizing the Brodmann area 25
artisnotsoverynoble.
just privileged

9.16.2007

8.11.2007

finally i understand what dr. tb meant by
the diagnosis is capitalism





....upset w/andrea zittle
at first she set out to live simply w/in her 200 sqft domain
she could couldn't help but market products
perfection.
---that pushes me to a drawing that i might post if i scan.

7.19.2007

quiet

not a performance artist.work moves and blurs the line. :you sit in chairs awaiting entertainment, and instead your neighbor's words suffice. i watch it all with binoculars.

reality testIN is a differential.
wake up weaning myself

from tripod mortars in dug ditches or behind cars and piles of plastic
the artarmy would shoot your photo
identifying you as the enemy
how does that feel? //you khaki smile plastic person wielding your capital.//

artempee = a small country. so few can dwell within.

6.26.2007

1. the good news
new position available to qualified applicants.
psycho patron = person supporting mental health care. also, someone who dabbles in psychotherapy.

2. door.window
[shutcrackedwideopenslammedonmyheart]

the night is for the sleeping.

6.15.2007

$ trouble

yesterday, i couldn't attend the freedom park meeting because i was trying to get gas. my brother ended up filling up my tank, and buying food for my cat. they will no longer give me cash because they do not want to fund my ciggarrette habit.

my day is screwed up: only 1 cup of coffee, and no cigarrette fueled writing session.

if you are reading this, and you'd like to buy some art, i would so greatly appreciate it. rock bottom prices. i REALLY need a ciggarrette. so very badly.

6.06.2007

regret

no money = jealousy of those who have it

  1. avoid the oppressed turns the tables on the oppressor
  2. how to sustain this body without resources
  3. breathe to lower incidences of criticism of others
  4. move to vermont to secede from the us vs. why move-- just remove a micro community
  5. peoples solutions can = pulling out eyebrows
stay, there is a performance on friday.

5.06.2007

angry allison

roswell sucks
dumb dumb dumb
people

addddddddddd:
being a dictator is an expression of anger.
my need to control something
mostly, i am just dictator of myself
that is all we really can be, is in charge of ourselves.
can one be a nice dictator?

yes, there is much to change.

5.02.2007

heath care system

frustration
i thought grady was the miracle that would take care of my health care needs
good for the artist.?

it seems that i pay grady my co-pay, and then doctors from emory and morehouse can bill me seperately. why did no-one tell me this?

the 1985 law must be overturned.

national healthcare system needs to be created.

and, what of the customer service lady who obviously has prejudices against immigrants. so many people with those views.

feel so angry and sad.

4.29.2007

dictator interaction

on ARTimperialism

where's the charcoal or black conte crayon?

last night, interaction with brits
it is important to establish my dislike of the US political state to any foreigner i can encounter
//incites anger tho//


art is important, and these brits were not educated... performance artist? are you a dancer. [i now know this questions really means are you a stripper?]