sad for ronnog seaberg is dead. didn't get to say goodbye. hadn't been performing alongside them in a while.
remembering ronnog's advice that she issued to me via my mother: that a performance should be the same, whether it be for 1 person or 5000.
they were a special something. what will steve do now?

i will perform in honor of ronnog at her memorial @eyedrum on november 9.

november 19 - performance at language harm @eyedrum
also, the release of spaltung [100 objects]
[don't rub off the ink]

decided to include my vending machine pieces that were meant to go in the artomat
[which i never finished]. there is no way i can finish 100 drawings for spaltung. and, i'm feeling a bit possessive of them. each of the 50 other pieces will be differentish. little booklets. products of the drawing game.

Spaltung pressure received

but,lovingtheobjects
too much?

re.seperate

holed-up
drawings on plastic
prepared.
careful-touch
ink rubs/wears
off.

menstrual bitch thinks off chemical smells and lobotomizing the Brodmann area 25
artisnotsoverynoble.
just privileged

franklin furnace brought john delk to my attention, the artist who was seeking antidepressants for his bang sculpture
and i thought immediately of louise shaw at the cdc
a perfect opp [and her artistic/social responsibilty]
this had been a time that i was attempting to stop my pills:go au natural

last night, meeting with louise shaw about curating an exhibition
capitalism = disease

i must stand tall, this must exist at the cdc
and, i am no curator
but the concept of this thing
=an art project

how to infiltrate
and promote change

the system is wrong

Is Capitalism a Disease? The Crisis in U.S. Public Health