on ARTimperialism
where's the charcoal or black conte crayon?
last night, interaction with brits
it is important to establish my dislike of the US political state to any foreigner i can encounter
//incites anger tho//
art is important, and these brits were not educated... performance artist? are you a dancer. [i now know this questions really means are you a stripper?]
dictator interaction
desperATE
garage sale today and i made $28
times are hard.
and they can get worse. things can always get worse.
yeah! i have the money to pay for
biopsy - $3
bloodwork - $3
parking deck - $5
toll - $1
what do people do when they are desperate for money?
steal
sell drugs
beg
prostitution
hold a garage sale and sell your art for insanely unfairly cheap
start your own country
.
biopsyoon
new med no. //you are wrong. i do not need that drug.//
rainy blue wouldn't do a bit.
i will not go get the blood work done because i couldn't pay for it and the biopsy next week too.
hoping to make some money with the garage sale on saturday.
tomorrow helping jlo move.
who cares.
slowly reminding myself to remember the list. cross it off bit by bit.
dictator chair
yesterday = dictator chair beginning.
oh, i need a space that i can't figure out
with stairs
and/or large open voids
dictator chair will move through many spaces
moving towards a web project
stairs again = frustrated! i must find the stairs.
i am at the place in my process, where there is a project in me that i must create, but the place is not available. i must find the stairs. i do not know where they are, and i do not have the money to find them.
money is a problem. i have $8. can't pay my credit card bills. have a full tank of gas, and a carton of ciggarrettes that i charged on the day my bill was due. late fee added on top, and i'm over my limit.
lucky me. i am living with my mom and brother - free room and board. i am so very lucky!
filed a tax extension. looking at my income last year, how in the world did i get by? i charged an extravagant lifestyle. [like there was no tomorrow]. tomorrow has come, and my credit card bills are insane. now, i can't go out with my rich friends for coffee or a drink. no longer.
that is boring, and i am just pretending it doesn't matter.
upcoming projects:
roswell art walk, something in my truck. and i have not figured it out yet. i do know i need to wash my truck before hand. am thinking about using the dictator chair, or the arm leg globule idea that i've been drawing a bunch [from the stairs dream project]. guess it could be in miniature. would like to have two stages to the truck project. in the back, and in the front. oh, and also something to mark the parking spot, for when i am not present [wendy said this is necessary so noone steals my parking spot].
eyedrum garden tour = the weather hadn't been so very great. ideas are pushing through me, and i'm getting antsy to execute them.
am trying to stick with my routines, and gradually build on studio work. seems that i draw a lot. this is good, and it is important for me to draw my ideas. i need to get my body moving doing physical labors.
WHERE are the STAIRS????????!!!!!!!
ooh, but there is a flash animation forming in my head with those drawings. have begun to scan in the drawings. glimpses of the idea are jumping around.
capitallison
capitalism requires hobbies
in a job app = hobbies
such fun. balance, fun for a minute.
my fun = obsessive dumb video games.
reading about joseph beuys. thankfully hitler/nazi comments.
so, i am a dictator.
can't function in this system.
german guilt flows through my blood.
asserting myself a dictator = establishing power.
does this mean that i will just become an art administrator?
it seems that some are hoping to push me into that niche.
always, someone tries to delegate work to others [i am guilty, too]
bushy bushy beer maid
listening
how to merry a million year.
asstow could tonight?
- organize meeting = diplomatic smoothing.
[just take some pills and wash that irritant away] - $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ - we all want it.
: less for maids or matrons? - swish skirts
stairs
go up or down
left = negative
step 1st left foot twice
hand circle wave
going down
believes in the religion
not
american terrorist shooting target practice to win targets
broken door hummer.
monument room sized flat triangle pyramid cut off the size and squished.
little ones crawling in.
little ones scooting feet through the sand flowers
shoe alignment
TRY EACH WAY OUT atleast once
discovering an out door/trap.beautiful art=new truth
peepods pierced hole entry lined the stairs. dirty feet. non human = animal = peestairs
tired beach relax. lined the way. couldn't take the chair because the scene was too comfortable.
fountain.feeding
job
today work
draw
pick out prints for donors.
print photos.
JLO portrait.
transfusion project.
clean
exercise
some finished and some ongoing
beginning
common middle of night med drowsiness start.
today's for submissions
minor gd.
yeah $$$$$$$$
we must need the $$$$
in the land.
1. good discussion on artnews about a forum/censorship of art at city hall east. wish i had gone. instead had to get app finished, was oing to drive and turn in.
2. eyes closing
3. channeling eggtooth through momentary drowsiness
4. forgotten the real thing. mention understanding of a previous thought.
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