fog

disturbing dreams[unremembered]
am sleepy sleepy

anext? confusion
remedy - list crossings

and then
i knew
my impulse 1st
and a concious realization that i can decide, and that there are consequences [even in dreams]

oops concrete town shore. meant 4 athens, and instead an indian confused haven.
sunny warmth
and suddenly people coming in from the cold in matching pink fur jumpsuits
//the snow was happening everywhere in winter, even in atlanta//

had been driving wrecklessly through a restaurant parking lot, confused about direction.
fearful of running those people on the cafe decks over

shelter
purse hung on coat racks
defending my money from men in search of change for the payphone.

new.clear seal off.
bright fluorescent lit stairs up to the door.
visible gaseous toxins blowing the tester back down.

the threat.
refused.