stairs again = frustrated! i must find the stairs.
i am at the place in my process, where there is a project in me that i must create, but the place is not available. i must find the stairs. i do not know where they are, and i do not have the money to find them.
money is a problem. i have $8. can't pay my credit card bills. have a full tank of gas, and a carton of ciggarrettes that i charged on the day my bill was due. late fee added on top, and i'm over my limit.
lucky me. i am living with my mom and brother - free room and board. i am so very lucky!
filed a tax extension. looking at my income last year, how in the world did i get by? i charged an extravagant lifestyle. [like there was no tomorrow]. tomorrow has come, and my credit card bills are insane. now, i can't go out with my rich friends for coffee or a drink. no longer.
that is boring, and i am just pretending it doesn't matter.
upcoming projects:
roswell art walk, something in my truck. and i have not figured it out yet. i do know i need to wash my truck before hand. am thinking about using the dictator chair, or the arm leg globule idea that i've been drawing a bunch [from the stairs dream project]. guess it could be in miniature. would like to have two stages to the truck project. in the back, and in the front. oh, and also something to mark the parking spot, for when i am not present [wendy said this is necessary so noone steals my parking spot].
eyedrum garden tour = the weather hadn't been so very great. ideas are pushing through me, and i'm getting antsy to execute them.
am trying to stick with my routines, and gradually build on studio work. seems that i draw a lot. this is good, and it is important for me to draw my ideas. i need to get my body moving doing physical labors.
WHERE are the STAIRS????????!!!!!!!
ooh, but there is a flash animation forming in my head with those drawings. have begun to scan in the drawings. glimpses of the idea are jumping around.
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